Wednesday, April 16, 2014
N is for Nothing
I had a vlog planned for "N," but for a number of reasons, the vlog was never made.
(As y'all may have noticed from the vast number of vlogs I have made in the past, I clearly am totally awesome at vlogging.*)
I had hoped to get an alternate post done in the event that I did not actually finish the vlog, but that never happened either.
Apologies in advance for getting overly serious from this point on.
The middle of April (and spring in general) marks a number of death anniversaries, two of which have not really gotten any easier to deal with than when those individuals died. So my ability to function has suffered, and it eventually ground to a halt on Sunday night. Monday marked a death that continues to haunt me, and so I was kind of a huge mess on Monday. Consumption of booze has tripled since then, so I'm still feeling kind of brittle and raw.
Which brings me to today's post.
For N, we shall be having a virtual moment of silence. A moment of silence for those we have all lost to the Long Silence. ♥