Monday, May 23, 2011

I have not vanished.

I'm just eating. A lot. 


I had planned on doing the usual one day of liquids only >200 cals per days binged (2), but then something in my brain fizzled out this morning at work and I started in on the peanut butter pretzels. 


It all went downhill from there.


I really want a doughnut. 


And you know what? I'M GOING TO GET A F**KING A DOUGHNUT. I am. Maybe I'll even have 5 doughnuts. And the Dunkin Donuts employees, while I'm at it. May as well make a clean job of it. 


A proper [better] post later. I promise. 


<3

18 comments:

  1. lmao!!! we eat children, we do.

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  2. I've been eating a lot too the past week or so. You can get your mojo back- I know you can!

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  3. *giggles*
    Have the employees huh? Are any of them cute girls? Be a shame to kill them....... *gonna stop there and slap self*

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  4. Hey sorry for your bad day. There is always tomorrow. Stay strong :)

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  5. even your binge posts make me oddly giggly. <3

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  6. you're alive! though it may be at the expense of Dunkin' Donuts employees everywhere. :/

    now i want a donut.

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  7. now I want a donut to :P

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  8. Please update on the binge day craze! I really am curious if you really ate everything in sight @DD or if you eventually got a hold on yourself...
    F*ck donuts. They're frosted circles of fried evil. Baaaaad
    Learn from me, binge on yogurt. Unsatisfying and great if you are lactose intolerant.

    I now want a donut.

    Hugs<3

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  9. Ugh, I am SO there with you. If you're craving sweets, I recommend watermelon. Though obviously there are those times which require GODDAMN DONUTS BECAUSE I FUCKING WANT THEM GODDAMMIT!
    (I am absolutely no stranger to binges. I used to walk around grocery stores "shopping" whilst munching donuts I never paid for, often stopping in bathroom stalls to chew and spit.)

    Feel better, hun. Laxatives and prunes with adderall does it for me, though you're obviously not an adderal girl. (They cause panic attacks on me too, but that's when I take a downer.)

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  10. i love your picture,almost as much as i love you!

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  11. haha a doughnut sounds yum! I haven't had one in forever, I did however have a honey bun yesterday, not worth it.
    My brain fizzles out like this all the time. I hate it.

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  12. ive been eating way to much as well

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  13. I love how you're posative and funny even about something like a binge. You're an incredible person; truly, you are. I love you bunches.

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  14. The wedding is the 12th of June. Basically, I'm going to decide between the two black dresses based on how fat I am or am not by June 11th. Fat? Dress #2. Svelte? Dress #3.

    Babysitting was HELLA fun. Did not need to turn them loose outside. Turned out to be only 4 kids, and we had dinner, built a pillow fort/pillow pig pen/pillow mud pit and played piggies...made dessert sushi full of fresh strawberries, cherries and chocolate pocky, plus red koolaid colored homemade play dough that smelled like fruit. Then bedtime stories, jammies and lights out. Good times. =)

    Cambric IS a fabric. However, it is also a drink made with hot milk, tea and sugar. So basically you brew the tea of your choice in steamed milk instead of hot water and sweeten it up. I make mine with almond or soy milk now, with truvia for sweetness. My first love used to drink it all the time with huge quantities of honey. It reminds me of him and is a comfort food for me.

    As for air...well. I fixed the overthinking thing a couple of days ago using logic and a gentle poke in the rational belly. Good thing I did, coz there's no black dirt in this alluvial plain. Sand, lots of sand and red clay. Also, I don't do witchy things even if I do have the ingredients handy. lol

    P.S.
    The reset button is hiding under my bed. O_O

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  15. Ah man, you're the best, Babe! Thanks so much! I'm secretly hoping that you'll send me a novel of a letter! What can I say, I'm just a little greedy-guts! Love you to bits, my Angel. <3. XXX.

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  16. I've been eatng alot too! I hate how when i cheat one little bit, i just spiral out of control for days... Hope you get back on track soon! (:

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