Wednesday, October 13, 2010

I actually just laughed until I cried and almost peed myself.



And also disturbed me at a very deep level. The pumpkin massacre is horrific.


Kazehana, I am on a mission to find that Furikake and try it. I'm hoping they have it in the Japanese supermarket... Recommend any flavours?

Cinnamon Brown, thanks for the compliments on Drive! It was inspired by several things--sort of a combo of a bunch of different true stories from friends and family. I'm working on a sequel, but that's a tough one to write. Mentally exhausting?


Broke my fast this afternoon with cold cuts, and then later with popcorn (snuck a 100-cal bag into Let Me In), but I still kept the day under 500, so I guess that's not too bad. I didn't work out today, though. But I figure grocery shopping and wandering around the mall for an hour burned some calories, right? I have to tell myself that to keep from climbing the walls in effing anxiety. That's what happens when I don't work out: panic. I will automatically gain 5 lbs because I'm too fat to take a powerwalk. I MUST exercise every day--treadmill (at least 40 mins), powerwalk around the neighborhood (at least 1 hour), or go hiking (at least 90 minutes, with mountains).

I did not work out today, but that is okay. [::deep breaths::].

Let Me In was pretty awesome. Such a cute little love story!

Speaking of horror movies, what the heck is Dean Winters doing in an Allstate commercial??
They had Silence of the Lambs and Hannibal (box set) at Wal-Mart for $5.00. Seriously, how could I NOT buy it?! I love Anthony Hopkins. Even as a rather young child I loved him, because of Silence of the Lambs. That's what happens when you leave your 7-year-old unattended with a huge VHS collection and HBO--they watch things they should definitely not be watching, and I think that's what made me Evil from a young age. Because villains are friggin cool. Mummy wasn't exactly a good censor. Homicide was my favorite show when I was 9. We used to watch it together, and Law & Order. And she never cared what movies I saw. If Mum wanted to watch Basic Instinct, then she would bloody well watch it. Even with her 8-year-old  in the room.

Scarred for life. Sharon Stone still freaks me out.



Monday, October 11, 2010

ARSEBISCUITS

I love this cup. It's my cup, that I always use. And Mum does not question this because she knows I have OCD related problems and like using the same cups all the time, especially this one because Christmas makes me happy. 


Why do I love it? See those red and green lines around the top? that measures exactly one cup. And see the dot in the "i"? 1/2 cup.






I'm sorry I've been sucky at commenting, my luvs! I'm doing my best, I promise. 




What a disastrous weekend, foodwise! Entertainment-wise, pretty awesome. 


I'm fasting again, which seems to have become my usual during the week. Liquid cals only, and try to keep the daily intake not too much over 200 cals. 


I dropped the visitors from California at the airport this morning. (Family friends--one adult and 3 teenage girls, visiting for Little Sis's sweet 16.) Holy Mother of God they made a mess. I had to use the downstairs bathroom all weekend, because their shite was all over the counter and there were unknown fluids on all the surfaces. Other people's filth is one of my phobias (along with worms, Kevin Bacon, and airplanes). There's a big difference to me between a mess and unhygienic filth. I'm messy, but it's a clean kind of mess. Untidy as opposed to dirty. I'm a hoarder, I can't help it. I just have too much stuff. One of these days my bedroom is going to go crashing through the dining room ceiling. Knowing my luck, it will be in the middle of Thanksgiving or Christmas dinner. 


I ordered new jeans from Express: size 00 short. I WILL fit in them when they arrive.