Anonymous, who are you my sweet little angel? I love the ponies!
Other anons - thanks for the comments. <3 And to the anon who may have seen me in the supermarket, you may make a scene in public any time. :)
And a quick FYI - to any of you who bought Underwood or are planning to buy Underwood (AHEM), if you go my website, you can claim a free goodie bag!! I know it says U.S. only, but I will make an exception for Blogger friends.
Well I'm home again! And so totally dreading work tomorrow. The beach holiday was both good and bad. Good in not working, sitting on the beach, taking photos of frigatebirds and pelicans; and bad in eating myself up to god knows how many pounds, and spending pretty much all 7 days in a state of emotional turmoil. At least I had the absinthe.
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| I drank half the bottle in 5 days. |
My stress and depression levels are at a record-breaking high. Complete with near-constant chest pain, and a relapse of nearly ALL of my most self-destructive behaviors.
Speaking of which, I swear P#2 has radar that can pick up on my mood and my estrogen levels from up to 100 miles away. Yeah, I know I said I was so done with that scheisse, but I can admit it when I totally end up eating my words. ....along with other bodily fluids.
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Or maybe :O would be more accurate for this evening's debauchery. We've already planned to be filthy whores again this coming weekend. I really need the male distraction, though, so Idk if this counts as destructive behavior....
Lordy this has become a very raunchy post! (..And Eloise18, I was finally able to use your gift. :D )
So have I missed anything exciting or ground breaking? I missed all of you terribly! I was actually having a lot of dreams with y'all in them. Kazehana and Jeanne, you made an appearance nearly every night. Internet access was limited, as my laptop could only pick up a really weak signal, if any at all. I'll be making the rounds on all your blogs this week to catch up with everyone.
Until then, I shall be abusing myself. Thoroughly.
